Posted by pinkeye on June 8, 2005, at 17:11:34
In reply to Nah.. maybe not. » badhaircut, posted by pinkeye on June 8, 2005, at 16:45:04
Sometimes I really wish I was not attracted to my ex T. Then it would have been a good friensdship and would have been very productive for me to guide myself trhough my life. This attraction really spoilt everything. I wish I had been more mature about the whole thing from the beginning. He really has a way of making a good human out of me. I wish I had taken it that way from the beginning instead of messing it all up with my dependancy and attraction and all this.
Anyway, too late to regret now. I hope I can find some good guide in my life. I can really do some good stuff if I know what to do and where to go. Now I feel totally directionless and wasting all my time in useless things.
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