Posted by happyflower on May 31, 2005, at 17:55:16
Yes, I made it without totally turning red in the face, thanks to all of you! lol The powers of suggestions,wow! lol I mentioned I felt embarrast that I called him 2 times last week. He said I only requested him to call him back once, he didn't see it as such a big deal, so I guess I won't worry about it.
We got a lot done today, I am happy about that, he was really focused today and had a lot to say. We basically talked about how I can be less critical and how to make friends and not put my foot in my mouth. He talked about how I can practice my people skills with him because he will be honest with me and in real life, he couldn't be totally honest with me if we were friends.
He also made a good point about my past abuse. I am getting over the bad things my parents did, but I am still affected by the good things I didn't get from them. Like learning how to deal with people. So I have resocialize myself the correct way. Yikes, how long is this going to take?
I guess overall I am happy today on how things went, and NO I didn't talk about my fantasies because they have changed a long time ago.
The only thing that sort of freaks me out is if he is reading these boards. He told me today that he supervisers younger T's and what if they said they reconized on what I have written about him? The things I have written about him and his office, would be a big give away. I was going to ask him, but got distracted. He mentioned about how internet friendships are different, and how you can be a little more bold than IRL. So I hope he didn't read what I wrote especailly about the sexual attraction. I guess he would understand, but I would die of embarrasment.
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