Posted by Tamar on May 17, 2005, at 8:45:16
Tomorrow it will be two months since my final appointment with my ex-T. There’s something about dates that makes things hard, isn’t there?
Finally, after all this time, I wish I’d told him how much I wanted his friendship. I never had the courage to do it before, because I was so afraid that his words of rejection would make me feel suicidal.
And yet now I feel I need to hear it in order to move on.
So I wrote him a letter, which I won’t send to him (because I know he won’t reply), asking him to tell me we can’t be friends. I’d like to post it over on the Writing board. If anyone feels inclined to do a little role playing and reply to it in the role of my ex-T, I’d be delighted.
Sigh.
Tamar
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