Posted by pinkeye on May 10, 2005, at 13:28:39
In reply to No good boundaries. » pinkeye, posted by pinkeye on May 10, 2005, at 13:22:02
And I think I do it, because of this basic undeserving attitude.. Many times, I am smart enough to realize when things aren't going in the correct direction in the work earlier than even others. But I just keep quite. And I blame myself, that I don't know too much..and finally end up taking the blame. It just happened recently also. I was not at all responsible for the failure of something, but ended up taking the blame at the end.
Somehow if I could convince myself that I am as worthy as others, that I am a woman, (not a tom boy or a child), and that I deserve to be happy and don't have to feel guilty or take blame, that men would like me and it is ok to be smart and career oriented, I think I will be completely allright.
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