Posted by pinkeye on April 29, 2005, at 17:42:41
In reply to Re: Want to get a pat on my back from my ex T. » pinkeye, posted by annierose on April 29, 2005, at 16:58:59
It is not about my T. It is about my dad. I am feeling so much angry with him.. He didn't do anything right with me. Whatever thinking capacity he gave me also, he gave me through terrorrizing me.. whatever he made me achieve, it was all through fear and terror. And he taught me how to be intelligent, but only because I was scared of him. All the time I was scared of him, and terrorized to live in my own home. I was always terrorized of him.. He loves me a lot, but just plainly used terror with me for everything he wanted me to do. Here is a man who absoultely didn't have any emotional maturity whatsoever. I feel bad to admit it, but that is how he was. Atleast in the past few years he is lot more better. But 10 years back, he was just totally incapable of any emotional maturity.
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