Posted by bent on March 30, 2005, at 14:45:24
In reply to Re: missing my T, but she's right there » bent, posted by Dinah on March 30, 2005, at 10:09:05
It is comforting in that I feel you are speaking from experience. Like someone else has been where I am and has made it through. I know that under this conflicting pushing and pulling is a real relationship. I also thought that after three years I'd be finished pushing and pulling with my T. I dont understand why it hurts so much, and I think I'd feel so foolish telling her how my heart can just break when I leave her. I feel like a child. Did you ever go through a time where you felt you were 'testing' your T? The logical side of me knows that getting my T to call me back without directly asking her to is in no way the measurement for how much one cares about me...but that mid-tantrum child in me wants to do it. Argh.
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