Posted by 10derHeart on March 7, 2005, at 21:57:31
In reply to My Meeting, posted by messadivoce on March 7, 2005, at 11:05:35
Hey there,
Sorry I haven't posted to you much on all this. I know silence can sometimes seem to mean something. Or maybe that's just me and my sometimes panicky-self, thinking people are gone, or hate me, or have been in accidents when I don't hear from them soon enough...oh dear, stop it, 10der.
I've been reading, though. Just can't seem to find a helpful word to say to you over this situation you so aptly described as a "bombshell" and a "mess." It was/is both.
You did so great. I'm so proud of you. As I've said like a broken record, you show maturity far beyond your years. I'm still unsettled at their cavalier attitude toward the entire concept of therapy. You just DON'T "set up" any T. to have to terminate people without any....well, without the termination phase happening, for heaven's sake! It's cruel and no matter what political, managerial, business or even personal cr@p happened, that was WRONG! It makes me so mad!!
Sorry - you've been down that road and I'm just playing catch up. I just pray that's it's more sooner than later when you start to see some light here, and at least a glimpse of some good coming from this for you personally.
Well, you've proved you can hold things together, go through all those stressful shows, school, memories and other stuff unknown to me...without a T. NOT that anyone ought to be forced to prove any such thing unless they choose it.
But, you know, your strength is really quite inspirational. And as my favorite T. once said, "your courage is remarkable." (((voce)))
poster:10derHeart
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