Posted by mair on February 20, 2005, at 21:30:25
In reply to Re: What would you do if.... (possible trigger) » mair, posted by daisym on February 20, 2005, at 17:12:04
" I wanted to know if someone would call me, or if I'd have to read about it in the papers. I wanted to know if I would be able to go to the funeral. I worried about his other clients too."
God, daisy, my T and I didn't even get into all these questions although I've certainly thought about them before. I know I could go to the funeral, but would I feel awkward? I live in a fairly rural area; I'm sure I'd see people whom I would know. And I have wondered how I'd find out. Would someone call me before I read it in the newspaper? Probably not. Any deaths tend to be big news around here. And who would call me? Maybe my pdoc just to check up on me afterwards, or maybe my ex-pdoc if he's around. No one else knows I see her, but for one friend and my husband of course.I don't give a passing thought to her other clients; I do worry about her kids.
This hasn't been a good day for me to think about this either. I haven't left my house all day and haven't accomplished much other than a couple of loads of laundry. I've spent alot of time wishing i could call my T, wishing the timing of her leaving was a little better, and wondering if I should finally admit to myself how under-medicated I probably am right now and call my pdoc.
It must be the way the stars are aligned.
Mair
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