Posted by obsessive_love on February 20, 2005, at 1:03:37
In reply to Re: Welcome to Babble » obsessive_love, posted by Dinah on February 19, 2005, at 19:57:44
I've been seeing my psych on and off for the past 7 years... He's probably the only person besides family who's been in my life that long. I am absolutely attached to him and I wouldn't change it at all. That's why I don't want to go. I told my hubby today that I am worried about how it will affect me to leave. I even told him I wish we could pay my doc to come with us.. HaHaHa... Thank God my hubby was in a good mood or he would have gotten pretty upset at those comments... Anyways... I had a rough day... I was just really overwhelmed with thoughts about this... I guess reality sets in the longer this goes on. I don't want to lose my doc. Especially since our relationship has just moved to a new level of understanding... I finally told him how deep my feelings of attachment and love for him are. He says we can finally begin to work on things now that he knows my real feelings--I hid them for 6.5 years. Life is so incredibly hard and unfair...
I like what you said about military spouses... I do feel like it is an honor to get to be one. I wanted to be in the military when I was younger, but have too many emotional issues to get in. They can't take people that have been on psychiatric meds or have been in psychiatric hospitals I guess. Oh well... I guess I can live vicariously through my hubby.
It is really nice chatting with you and I am glad to meet you. it's very good to know others understand how I feel about my psych. I used to think I was alone in this... that I was the only one... but now I know I am not. It's great to know people out there understand. I really love him you know... It can be rough when others don't understand how I can be so close to my doctor.
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