Posted by antigua on February 1, 2005, at 13:03:15
In reply to Caution - Pity Party alert, posted by daisym on February 1, 2005, at 0:34:08
I'm sorry you're hurting so much right now, daisy. I had a grilled cheese sandwich for lunch today and that helped (have to lay off the ice cream!)big time.
I know how overwhelming it can be, especially when you don't feel that YOU are in control, the younger selves are. I envy you for being able to feel what they feel, I'm still an automaton (what's the word for the robot person??). Once I reach the feelings, all h### will break loose, but for today, right now, this is best for me. I have to put things away safely in my linen chest until I am strong enough to deal with them. Trust yourself, Daisy, you can do it. You wouldn't be experiencing all of this if you weren't ready. It hurts, but your T will keep an eye on you too.
I like Creamsicles too--have you ever had one? As a girl, I loved the orange sherbet/vanilla ice cream combo.
take care,
antigua
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