Posted by Susan47 on January 28, 2005, at 20:38:04
In reply to Re: I can't Stop!, posted by Susan47 on January 28, 2005, at 19:51:54
I called again a while ago, I called again after hours, when I know it might be a long time I mean days before he takes messages so I knew it was pointless but I did it anyway, not only that he still doesn't want me calling and leaving any messages we talked about that this week, but I called anyway, and I sounded like six year-old me, i felt just i couldn't live in my skin, you know, and i went nuts posting because i knew this thing was happening, it's why i called him at this time, because this thing just started after my long mucky post, and i just don't want to be alone in it. But I don't want to stop what's happening either because i know it's important and that needs to be respected, no matter how silly or foolish this seems to anybody else it's real for me, it's really happening.
poster:Susan47
thread:449263
URL: http://www.dr-bob.org/babble/psycho/20050122/msgs/449414.html