Posted by lonelygal2 on January 27, 2005, at 22:39:12
In reply to sending you lots of hugs, posted by CareBear04 on January 27, 2005, at 15:03:51
thanks carebear.
yes, this past week has been crazy for me.
right now i'm just starting to see the humor in all of it. granted earlier this evening i spent 2 hours chatting with someone on a crisis line (b/c i very much did not see any humor in anything) and prior to that this afternoon i called twice to the center where i saw the latest therapist and talked with another student who actually listened to me complain/cry/get angry, etc and seemed to care too and try to help and explain to me why the other therapist was not abandoning me or that it wasn't meant for me to feel like i'm being punished or sent away.
it's been quite a day/week/month and i just hope it gets better.
this evenign after talkign to crisis center lady i looked up a name of a random psychiatrist from my insurance book and left a message. i feel like my biggest priority is for me to get an anti-depressant back. i will worry about the therapy and finding a therapist later i guess, but i just want my medicine, and i really really pray that there will be no problems or dilemmas and that this lady just calls me back tomorrow and lets me make an appt and that everything runs smoothly for once, please God please, i'm begging.
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