Posted by Susan47 on January 24, 2005, at 23:35:34
I hurt so much, i'm wailing at the keyboard, I pushed my T away I'm so sorry T I'm sorry plese forgive me I hate myself what I did to you I made you disgusted with me and I'm so sorry one day I'll die and you'll be dead too and none of it will matter so why does it hurt so much right now my whole life has been a waste of time and i can't think or eat or sleep or study, i have to study and I can't think i have no money no job no one will hire me 'cause I can't think please oh please i don't know why i can't feel good anymore
poster:Susan47
thread:447166
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