Posted by alexandra_k on January 15, 2005, at 19:42:30
I do not have 'intense fears of real or imagined abandonment'. I do not. I do not. I do NOT. Well, maybe just a little...
I don't really see them as 'abandonments'. But other people categorise them as such. I feel bad when people go away. But it isn't so much that they have gone away, it is more what is there for me once they have gone.
In the past I guess the most dangerous stuff I have done to myself happened after someone left and I thought I was left with nothing.
But I am doing ok. I am doing ok. I AM. Today is the... 15th apparantly. That probably means it is the 16th over here. I am half way through the month of January. Half way before my t gets back.
Yeah ok so we weren't getting on so well before he left. But I guess I have become attached to him anyways. Tried not to, but there it is. Half way there. It has been hard but I am doing ok. It has been hard.
I will be ok :-)
I wonder if this means I am getting (just a little bit) better.
poster:alexandra_k
thread:442511
URL: http://www.dr-bob.org/babble/psycho/20050111/msgs/442511.html