Posted by Dinah on January 7, 2005, at 20:51:22
In reply to Re: He does have his strengths » Dinah, posted by mair on January 7, 2005, at 16:27:04
The problem is that it doesn't seem the tiniest bit absurd to me. Failing as badly as I have so far seems reason enough. Admitting total defeat seems a fate worse than death. Mind you, I fell in hysterics and swore I was failing if I got a B in school.
My office is extremely unhappy with me. Rightfully so. I finally came clean tonight. And they're not happy. And daddy isn't there to keep me from getting fired. And they seemed to think three weeks was plenty of time to get over daddy's death. And one boss told me he just doesn't understand my "emotional problems" and wanted me to explain it to him better. I wanted to shout the truth at him, but didn't. I wanted to ask him if he wanted to see my stomach, but didn't.
And this is why there seems to be no "reasonable" alternative. But no need to worry. I made a promise till Monday and I intend to keep it. I just wish I thought there was something my therapist could do.
But the truth is the only way to get out of this mess is to try harder and get my work done. Easy enough, right? :(
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