Posted by smokeymadison on December 30, 2004, at 17:20:13
i am under so much stress. all i can think about is going out and getting a big bottle of Tylenol PM (which i am allergic to) and just downing the whole thing. I was distracted with creating my wbsite for 3 days, but now i have nothing to do but sit and think. bad thoughts. should i just take enough Klonopin to knock me out or should i check myself into the hospital again? i can't decide. i really don't want to kill myself--i just want the suffering to end. i always feel better after i get out of the hospital. but i need to get a lot of paperwork done next week so i don't get evicted or the electric turned off. but my boyfriend could handle all that if i did go to the hospital. i am just a control freak. i don't trust that he would get it all done. i don't know what to do...
SM
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thread:435785
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