Posted by lonelygal on December 17, 2004, at 17:04:10
In reply to Re: i'm a crybaby » lonelygal, posted by daisym on December 17, 2004, at 0:11:54
what's the worst is i feel like everything was all made up in my head, that she never cared, that i imagined things, that she hates me now, and that noone cares and i'm all alone in this world.
everything just really sucks and i keep thinking about umm, offing myself too.
i've tried seeing 2 new therapists after this first one (i moved cross country). one i've only seen twice rather recently. one i had seen for a couple months. they aren't the same as old t. i can't call in a crisis like i used to be able to with the old one, if it's not in the hour you pay for, she just doesn't care to hear about it or be there for you. i think she hates me or at least doesn't care. i feel like i'm apparently trying to be such a huge burden and she would have nothing to do with it.
i dunno. i don't know how i'm going to make it any longer. noone cares though. not really even me anymore.
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