Posted by Daisym on December 11, 2004, at 17:54:45
In reply to Re: Getting worse . . . » daisym, posted by Aphrodite on December 11, 2004, at 15:36:19
Maybe you can write down everything you are feeling in order to contain it over the weekend. If this doesn't work, I'd call him.
There are times when my insides hurt so bad that I am sure there must be something physically wrong with me. I just need to curl up and sleep, or work myself into exhaustion for the distraction. It still floors me that something that happened 30 years ago can hurt so bad. And it hurts this bad when I have to revisit it, tell about something. So I can only imagine how much you must be feeling, having had to run through the whole history.
Try to remind yourself that you are in control now and you don't have to go back again. No one is going to hurt you. And spend lots of time hugging your little one. They are the best balm for these kinds of wounds.
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