Posted by crazychickuk on December 10, 2004, at 10:53:06
Hi,
Just needed some advice help experiences plse..
Ive had my fair share with antidepressants over the past 4 yrs, i had to give up remeron after 2 yrs as they changed the form from tablet to soltab here i nthe uk and i couldnt get hold of any of the tablet form, and the soltab was horrible i was having nightmares it was terrible, so the doctor decided to try dothaipan, i only gave it a week because i didnt liek the affects of it was causing my hrt to flutter badly and i didnt liek the affects it had on my mind, so i stopped it 3 mnths later i become very very depressed so i started up on effexor very low dose of half a 37.5mg pill but i was so suicidal and down and panicky physciatrist tld me to come of it only after 4 days and do cbt alone, said that all meds i have been on just make me worse and to give just cbt ago.
Its been 3 weeks now, i still have my crying days, cant handle bad things, or to much stress etc, and i am so trying cbt but i feel kind of weird, The past 3 days i feel excited, i feel as if i am on effexor or dothiapin that high feeling jaw clenching, anxious feeling, i am not on nothing though, is this the anxiety trying to come forward and say no you are not getting better, i am trying so hard to change this neg thought and be positve and calm, but i feel like i am on drugs and feel kind of scared.
Neg thoughts i am getting are :-
Ive been spiked!!
I am taking something and i cant remember!!
My brain is damaged so badly that this is what its gonna be like!!
O my god i am going to lose my mind!!
I cant handle this, this isnt working!!Please can someone help me change these thoughts into postive and maybe give me an answer as to why i feel like i am on drugs when i am not!! ?
Thankyou i await any responses ..
poster:crazychickuk
thread:427192
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