Posted by crushedout on November 20, 2004, at 1:20:11
In reply to Re: I need to get with my T or die » crushedout, posted by gardenergirl on November 19, 2004, at 23:40:38
Thanks, gg. For your post, and your promise that it will get easier, and saying that I'm not alone.I'm not sure that I actually made a decision. Well, I decided to take the break, and then I decided not to see her this week, and I made it sound like I was firing her (thanking her and all that) but I didn't really clearly fire her. I thought I had, but I hadn't of course. Which is how she got the ball back in my court, darn her.
And now I'm stuck in indecisionland again to some extent.
But I did decide to take that break and that was a huge step. So was not seeing her this week. And you're right that I felt very empowered. Why can't I remember how it felt? I don't feel it anymore. I wish I did.
-co
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