Posted by Susan47 on October 19, 2004, at 19:05:12
In spite of feeling like everybody who reads me must hate me I'm going to post anyway. So if anybody thinks anything I say might upset them, please don't read this. I know I sound abrasive a lot of times, sorry I don't mean to put people off, know I can't help that, there's only so many things I can work on at once.
Grin.
Today I saw a female therapist. I know her, from before, when my adult son needed to see someone. Because of all the fallout from me, and stuff with his own relationships. I'm such a freaking bad mother but I know too that all the crap from my family and the way things were, was responsible for me having this attention problem (I won't label it, those who have it will know). Which in itself creates a lot of emotional fallout but add another failed marriage with a person who was *just like Dad*, a suspected (label - psychopath) ex- who ran away to Mexico to avoid paying child support and two step-siblings and you pretty much have boy stew.
I can't believe I said that. EMOTIONAL stew.
Frig. Now I'm in trouble with Dr. B. For saying frig. And psychopath, too, probably. Oh well, sorry Dr. Bob. And anybody else I've offended.
This is my chance to feel sorry for myself, in public, so to speak.
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