Posted by quicksand on October 13, 2004, at 15:47:59
I am extremely frustrated
I do not believe that suicide is an option for me #1 for religious reasons and #2 because I do not want my family to suffer.
I suffer from chroninc depression and I have absolutely no interest in this life. My t is the only person who knows the day to day pain I live with. I know this is gonna sound wierd but because my t knows that I haven't and won't attempt suicide, I don't think my t understands the pain I am in. That frustration really adds to my depression.
To outward seeming I am functioning really well (school, work, friends, etc.) but I really need my t to understand the depths of the pain I am in, because I only share my pain in therapy.
Any thoughts....?
poster:quicksand
thread:402730
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