Posted by Susan47 on September 25, 2004, at 23:35:04
In reply to Completely lost faith, posted by Dinah on September 25, 2004, at 23:04:29
I hear what you're saying, Dinah, and I'm finding that my friends are giving me what I need... and I'm making new friends all the time too. I'm just lucky, I think. I realize I have power. And I use it. And my friends like me, really appreciate who I am; mind you, I'm still leaving messages on my ex-T's machine, and I don't care if he listens to them or not; the fact that he's allowing me to even *get through* is so great. He's a lovely person. And I'm a lovely person. I'm feeling stoned on lovely, and I'm not stoned at all. But I do need to get that way sometimes, in order to replace my T. I'm ashamed. I hope you do better than me.
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