Posted by Shadowplayers721 on September 3, 2004, at 0:30:39
In reply to Re: this is some good advice, posted by mmcconathy on September 1, 2004, at 19:33:27
It sounds like your friend fatigues you. A part of me is very mad that i am even addressing the dissociation. One part of me is totally against discussing anything about it. You use the terms of dissociation - host, switch. I never liked those words in therapy, because it might suggest.... that dark word (MPD). I still don't use those words. I would almost threaten to hit a therapist or a doc that would even suggest it based on my symptoms. No way.
I wonder if Ritchie was there but was only allowed to come out when you had this "break down" as you put it. Gosh, someone inside is getting really angered with me. I thought I was having a breakdown, but it wasn't that at all. It was the breaking through of the others. They weren't going to be silenced anymore, so it feels like falling apart.
Oh, matt, if I am making you angry, please let me know. I don't want to offend you in any way. When the others are out too long, it can fatigue you. Someone inside is threatening me to, "Keep my mouth shut." Sorry if I am bothering you and I deeply apolize if I hurt anyone feelings.
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