Posted by Racer on August 26, 2004, at 18:15:50
In reply to Pay no attention to the man behind the curtain » Racer, posted by partlycloudy on August 26, 2004, at 12:04:52
Currently on two nights without sleep, speeding out of my brain from it, but my mood is bright and sunny to the extent that it can be anything...
(VERY funny bit from the movie Blue Collar Comedy Tour: Ron White telling about getting thrown out of a bar, then arrested for being drunk "in Public-k" and teling the cops to arrest the bouncers because he didn't want to be drunk "in Public-k" -- he wanted to be drunk in the bar, which is legal. The cops slapped the cuffs on him -- "at which point, I had the right to remain silent. But I didn't have the ability." That describes me today pretty well...)
Anyway, that epiphany was that I use the words as a defense shield. IRL and in writing. I shoot out this barrage of words so that *I* won't be seen. Like camoflage? (sp?)
That's been in my head a while, I think, trying to percolate up to the surface, which I think is why I do apologize for meandering and writing such long posts.
So, is utter sleep deprivation and all that goes along with it the perfect anti-depressant/therapy augmentation tool for me?
Or am I just Froot Loops?
PC -- thank you. It means a lot to me to hear that.
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