Posted by Susan47 on August 23, 2004, at 12:08:43
In reply to Re: The Women on Babble » Susan47, posted by JenStar on August 23, 2004, at 11:02:13
Thank you so much for asking. I have to take my resume out there today and I just can't unglue myself from my computer. It's my antisocial tendencies coming out, plus I miss the unconditional positive regard my therapy was giving me. It was a huge crash. But honestly, I have to say that I always thought my therapist really didn't like me anyway, so I had to fight for that too, god I think about it now and what a struggle I had! Everything backward, everything. I wanted him to dislike me but I *needed* him to care very much. I think I needed him to separate the female from the person. But the female *is* such a big big part of me, I *love* being a woman. I work to maintain my femininity, I want it, I love it, I want to share it. I don't understand myself, at all at all.
Now you know how I'm doing, and so do I. Shite.
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