Posted by underthecs on August 21, 2004, at 23:51:55
how does one just go from being content and happy one day to being suicidal and sitting here with a knife drawing blood the next? how does this happen? when i woke up this morning, i could not get out of bed and haven't except to go to the bathroom once. i can't eat (don't want to anyway) and i can't stop crying. don't know why. what i really, really want is to be dead. not to kill myself, but to just not wake up. i don't want to tell my therapist because he already thinks i'm a lot of work (i am) and i don't respond very well to traditional therapy techniques like others do. i am way more challenging than that and i feel like such a huge burden to him. i don't want to be a burden to him anymore. so there's nobody.
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thread:380652
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