Posted by Angela2 on August 5, 2004, at 18:18:47
In reply to Re: feeling low » Angela2, posted by partlycloudy on August 5, 2004, at 13:07:01
We were talking about school. And how I'm preparing for it. Because going to school is hard for me. And preparing for it will make me ready to deal with the problems I have there. So we're talking about it and basically her opinion and advice to me is that I should definitely go to school and not drop out but she said: "it's ultimately your decision." Which made me realize that I've basically been going to school to please my parents (mainly my mom). And because she's been telling me what to do. If I could decide I would decide not to be there. And that totally freaks me out because its the wrong decision. I would get a job. Partlycloudy, I have just been worried that my mom would completely not allow it. So I talked to her later today and she said that she would prefer I stay in school but she can't do anything about it because I'm 21. We talked more, like, seriously about it. And I felt better because she was finally treating me like an adult and we were both treating each other with respect. I'll talk to you more later I guess. I don't really feel like talking more about it now. I still feel pretty crappy.ttyl
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