Posted by pegasus on July 23, 2004, at 22:41:48
Today I had a therapy appointment, just like every Friday. I also had a special type of massage lined up. Then around noon I got a call about a type of emergency and I had to go to the hospital from noon until about 6:00. I called my T to cancel and try to reschedule, and she called back and made another appt for Monday, and tried to be helpful but I couldn't get good reception on my phone so it was not a good call. I am soooooooooo upset! I really needed to talk to her *today*. And the emergency only made it worse. And I missed my massage, too, and couldn't even call to tell the masseuse that I wouldn't make it.
I feel like such a *loser* because it's all my fault, and I should have planned things better, and now I don't get to see my T for *days*. I should have known that this emergency could happen today, and I shouldn't have made appointments.
I really want to call my T, but her voicemail says she only checks from 8 to 5 on weekdays. And we've never talked about calling before. So, I don't know if it would be kosher.
I came home and hunkered down on the couch for hours, with my husband fluttering helplessly around me, and I just didn't have the energy to reassure him that I'd be ok, or tell him what happened.
So Waaaaaaaa Waaaaaaaaaaa. What a bad day. And then I just caught up on this board, and it's a war zone here. So, thanks to anyone who even reads this. And lots of hugs and love to everyone who is trying so hard to figure out what to do.
pegasus
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