Posted by B2chica on July 15, 2004, at 12:57:29
just wanted to check up on you. i haven't heard from you in what feels like forever (though i look back and it's actually only been about 5 days...) man it seems so much longer than that. ok, so maybe i sound a little pathetic and needy. but what can i say...yep, that's me.
i just want to check and make sure you're doing ok.
i'm actually in a helpful mode in life so i can actually be supportive to those i care about. That's YOU shadows.as for me?
i talked to my GP this morning and he told me my assignment is to talk to my T about my body issues/my restricting, and that what i talked to him about two weeks ago is infact only the tip of the iceberg. that i do have many more things i need to discuss, and to say (he said this is what i should say) "i have more things but i'm not ready to discuss them yet". He gave me this little smirk and said "ok 'b2c' promise me you will tell him this". so how can i resist that soft caring, man with a spirited little smirk. so i agreed. i did promise him and i will do it. not for my T, not even for me, but i would do Anything my GP asks. (He's AWESOME, he Genuinly cares about me and he knows me quite well...) Everytime i see him, i think i tell him more in 15min than i do my T in 8 sessions!!!
But it may also be cuz i think he knows what some of my secrets may be. He says it in a round about way, and gives great psych advice. I asked him this morning when he was going back to get his degree in psych and that i'd be his first Px!Anyway, how'd this conversation end up about me??? there goes my selfish needyness again.
-i really do want to know if you're ok. even if you may not be up to posting lots, maybe just give a messge line (i'm here...still breathing...something like that????)
PLEASE TAKE CARE!!!!Missing you ((Shadows)).
B2c.
poster:B2chica
thread:366512
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