Posted by shadows721 on June 24, 2004, at 15:50:18
I went to the appt made by the work comp for a psych eval. It was horrible. It lasted 3 hours and 20 min. I went off of the man. I yelled at him. He was so cold. He kept drilling for dates, doctors, etc. He wanted to know a lot about my childhood. I didn't want to say much. He was heartless. I switched to a child in there. I was so embarrassed. I lost control. I am sick and tired of the whole experience. I hurt by back and I have had a hx of sexual abuse. I have had tx. This has been like an invasion of privacy. Because of the litagation, everything is open for grabs. I lost it in there. I demanded to tape this session due to the questioning. He said no. He wouldn't allow my mother in there. Again, I feel violated. I became a RN and I got hurt within 3 wks of the injury. Since then, my life has been in the hands of work comp. He kept writing down things. I was paranoid. He asked about the Dissociation. He is one that does believe in it. Well, I guess he got to see it 1st hand. I am embarrassed. I feel ashamed. I am so out of it right now. I don't feel anything. I am so numb. I couldn't protect myself. He kept asking questions and questions for that question. My mind isn't working right I told him. God, help me out of this maze.
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