Posted by thewriteone on May 11, 2004, at 19:31:42
Bah. I just started going back to therapy after a 3 month absence. I've had two sessions to be exact. After the 1st one my T told me she was going on vacation in a couple of weeks and we wouldn't be able to meet that week. The next session she tells me she's going to be gone two weeks. I was so angry and I feel bad for that. She works hard and she deserves a vacation. I think I would have taken it better if she had originally told me she would have been gone two weeks. I don't know why she didn't. This is the worst, though 'cause I just started back and opened up a lot of stuff and now I feel like I'm on hold. The wound is open and now I get to bleed for three weeks. I had a full blown panic attack right in front of her last session. She talked me down, but now I fear there will be more since that's how it's been in the past. It's just bad timing. I know that, but still I'm angry. She called yesterday to confirm our appointment when she returns and I was so cold to her. I feel guilty for that, too!
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