Posted by lifeworthliving on May 8, 2004, at 22:10:48
In reply to sick of therapy...too complicated, posted by smokeymadison on May 8, 2004, at 21:45:34
> ok, so i am sick of seeing my therapist. i feel like my relationship w/ him is just way too complicated. he knows too damn much about me. therapy is suppose to help you, not create all this anxiety that your therapist is going to drop you cold. i really feel my borderline side coming out right about now.
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> ok. calming down. i just want to simplifiy my life. i can get away w/ not calling to schedule my next appointment until after i get my finals done, since he said to call when i had those done. i can drag those out for two weeks, since i have incompletes. i can't figure out why i am so flustered. has anyone ever gotten so very anxious about therapy? how do you get through it?once in awhile i will internally freak out about everything my therapist knows. i'll feel like i need to move and start over in another town. and then i realize i can't live without her. everything so complicated in its simplicity. sometimes i have to ask myself: if i knew these things about someone else what would my reaction be? would i be disgusted and afraid of them? usually i would feel bad and want to help if i could. sometimes everything that is wrong seems so much bigger thane verything about my life. and really they aren't.
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