Posted by ghost on May 5, 2004, at 0:40:57
In reply to Re: angry after T session. (long) *possible triggers* » ghost, posted by Fallen4MyT on May 4, 2004, at 23:32:16
thanks, fallen. i guess part of my problem is this severe inability to verbalize what i'm feeling. it's so easy for me to type this stuff or to write it on paper... but there's something about going from brain to mouth that i just can't do. i can't come out and say how i feel. when i feel this way, i'm like frozen.
ive never been hospitalized before. i both want it and am scared of it. if i tell them of my plans will they go to my house and take my pills? will they not let me wear shoelaces because i might hang myself? could i bring my laptop and would i get internet access? if i decided it wasn't working, would i be able to leave of my own free will? would it even help?
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