Posted by crushedout on April 1, 2004, at 21:07:31
In reply to Re: I exasperate my T (and then some rambling), posted by DaisyM on April 1, 2004, at 20:58:36
Your post made me cry, Daisy, thank you. I mean that. I'm not saying it sarcastically. I needed to cry. It *is* ok to want that from my T, even though I can't have it.The crazy thing is I get so much cuddling it's ridiculous. I have an extremely loving cat, I babysit for two cuddly children every day, and I'm dating someone who's coming over tonight (with her adorable dog who loves me) just to cuddle and spend the night. But I never feel satisfied with all that. I want to cuddle with my T. Everything else is nice, but it doesn't fulfill this deep, painful longing I have. I don't understand what that's about. She can't have that magical power I think she does, but I feel in my bones that if I could just be in her arms one time, I would be cured and everything would be ok.
i'm crying so much as I write this.
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