Posted by tinydancer on March 8, 2004, at 10:01:30
Today, Monday. I woke up with a feeling that I could conquer the world. Sprung out of bed and made the beds with a hop in my step. Curled my long hair and put a pink bow tie in and smiled at the reflection in the mirror because I saw myself looking back. Slid my shoes on and felt like the most powerful woman in the world as I opened the door to my house and came outside. I was smiling up to the heavens and listening to the smack of my shoes on the pavement feeling like nothing could get me down. Sitting on the bus smiling to myself like a big idiot thinking that I was about to get to see him for an hour. Sun was shining in my face and my heart seemed to soar with the birds.....And in between the branches where the sun was blinding me, I was stumbling in ecstasy....
I wish that I could put those feelings into a bottle and save them. It's the best feeling in the world every time Monday rolls around, and the world seems to have a glimmer of hope. When I'm back in the same place I was a few hours earlier, coming home, everything seems darker, I feel dirtier, and I can't hear the birds anymore.....
poster:tinydancer
thread:322014
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