Posted by KindGirl on March 1, 2004, at 8:59:58
I have just noticed (DUH) that I talk to myself....like all the time. In the car, when I am lying in bed I whisper to myself so my hubby can sleep, I move my lips and talk to myself silently when I am in the car w/my family or there is a lull in the conversation.....
AM I NUTS?I am way too ashamed of this to talk to T. about it. I looked online for stuff about this but came up empty.
Does anyone else do this? What does this mean?
I am very lonely....was left alone for very long periods of time as an infant, child, and up....I do not have DID but wonder what this is. I am way way way too ashamed of this to tell anyone in my f2f circle.
I have conversations with myself or talk to my T. as if she was there...and this is WAY TOO DISTURBING TO ME...can't tell hubby because he already thinks I think my T. is like God and perfect in every way...can't tell my friends (who have never gone to T)....and I feel I can't tell my T because then I will just be admitting how much I think about her and miss her between sessions and that is way too revealing and risky for me right now.
Any comments are greatly appreciated. Until then I am going to go have a cup of coffee with myself and have a nice visit. :)
poster:KindGirl
thread:318951
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