Posted by Poet on February 28, 2004, at 19:15:09
Thank you to all fellow-feelers who were able to resonate with my situation.
The house is a big decision and I was brave and made an offer. I have to stop imagining being fired from my job and the bank taking the house back. It's not rational to be worried the sheriff will knock on my door until I own that door. But I'm never rational when it comes to believing I deserve good things. I will be in therapy forever.
I had a scoop of mint chocolate chip and it did make me feel better. It didn't trigger a binge, either. I'm going to make my lunch for Monday, tomorrow, so I won't be late for work.
Thanks again.
Poet
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