Posted by Karen_kay on February 16, 2004, at 17:07:11
OK, so I've been accused of not being able to form emotional attachments with people. And I agreed to a certain extent. I found out yesterday that my best friend ever (Elle, it's Shorty) is in the hospital. She tried to kill herself, and this is the second time. I have no emotions about it. I just feel like, "Well, that's Shorty." I'm not really sad or anything about it. I'd like to go see her, but just to see her. Not because she almost died... And she was in intensive care for quite a while. Now, is this a sign of just emotional numbing from PTSD or is this a sign that I'm not able to form emotional attachments? Doesn't it get confusing when you have more than one dx? Am I just cold hearted? I wish I felt something, but I don't. Of ocurse I'll send flowers and a card but I jsut don't feel anything. Not even frustration.....
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