Posted by KindGirl on February 7, 2004, at 20:45:45
In reply to A big mess because of work/trigger, posted by terrics on February 7, 2004, at 13:03:49
Sweetie, I am so sorry you are in so much pain!!!! ((((terrics)))) if okay....
You are doing good girl!! You wrote here and that is different than last year, right? We are all here for you and we hear you and we see you and we care.!!! You matter!!!
It sucks so bad when you want to cut yourself or hurt yourself outside because you want to die inside and can't take it anymore. :(
Can you call your hubby? A friend?
I don't cut but I hurt myself in other ways. My t. says we do this because we hurt so bad inside and it is the mind's way of shutting off the pain or redirecting it. She tells me to try to find other ways to comfort myself (sounds easy doesn't it?)....take a walk, take a hot bath, play the piano or listen to music, pray....call her.....can you call your t? I hope you can. Please consider it. I know your t. cares about you and wants you to call when you feel this way.
I am sorry you work 2 jobs. I bet you are exhausted and that doesn't help when we feel like crap already. :( Hang in there. I care.
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