Posted by crushedout on January 23, 2004, at 9:00:11
I feel so good these days. I still feel like I'm "in love" with my T, but it feels good to love her, to think about her, even though I know (basically) that I can never "have" her. It's enough to know that she knows that I want her and to know that it makes her feel good and that she likes me very much. I can tell she does and that she enjoys my company. I feel that I make her happy.Right now this doesn't feel bittersweet or painful. It just feels good.
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