Posted by lilmsbubbles07 on January 14, 2004, at 12:55:28
hey everyone ... here the the problem ... i cantacted my old therapist boss about my transfer and he wants to hold a meeting with him and me and my old t which is ok but i am scared this is the reason ... i confessed my transfernce on my lat session with my old t and i didnt get to talk about it thta much so i am going crazy ..i am angry,sad, i cry all the time ... i want to talk to him about everything but i cant ... he transfered on time before this and i went to a different t and he wanted me to come back to see him so of course i did because he was like the only person i trusted my entire life .... things were ok ... but then excatly 8 sessions later he dischaged to another therapist and we had out last session and he was like it isnt ur fault and it isnt mine ... (well whos fault is it) he was very emotioal!!! and so was I ... so this meeting meeting is supposed top clear up y he discharged me after 8 visits and didnt let me just stay where i was ... i amnot sure whati am asking u all .. but i think what iam asking did my therapist do the right thing by takin me back and throwing me back out i feel like a YO-YO ..am I ? it feels like i am just joke to him ... i dont think it is joke it is my life and my state of mind ...he crushed me so much ... How do i go on with my life ????
how should i go abou this meetin that is going to take place tomorrow ..do i smile do i cry do i just sit there numb should i be angry ... os many differnt things i dont even know ...
if anyone has advice please help
SRY IF I RAMBLED !!!
poster:lilmsbubbles07
thread:300664
URL: http://www.dr-bob.org/babble/psycho/20040110/msgs/300664.html