Posted by Dinah on January 12, 2004, at 17:26:20
I think I've had a therapy breakthrough, or at least a sudden moment of clarity about something that was previously a kneejerk reaction.
Tonight, because of it, I'm terrified to go anywhere where there might be people, including myself.
And I can't even share it with my favorite support network (you guys) because it's not appropriate subject matter for mixed company (or same sex company for that matter), never mind an internet board.
I laboriously wrote it down to hand to my therapist tomorrow because there's no way I'm going to say it.
And to top it all off, while I think it's a real insight, I'm not altogether sure it's not the Klonopin. I've been a bit sideways since I took it, which is weird because it doesn't usually affect me like this. But maybe that's because I took two yesterday plus a Risperdal. I guess I'd better not drive.
By the way, I got some polite disapproval today that my main support network aside from my therapist is online. :( Like it's my fault my best friend died. :(
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