Posted by femlite on January 4, 2004, at 10:03:30
In reply to Do I really want to feel?, posted by Dinah on January 4, 2004, at 9:37:43
I want to feel alive. I feel numb and depressed most of the time.
Safe is a good want.
I know fear is what drives me to do the dumber things I do.
But i remember a day, not long ago, (because of a certain med) I went out side. Does that sound strange? The walls of my bedroom are like a prison to me. That day, I went outside! I wanted to be outside! It wasnt an especially nice day, but it felt so good to want to do it.> Can I take it? Do I want it? It's not very safe, is it? I want to feel safe more than anything in the universe.
poster:femlite
thread:296299
URL: http://www.dr-bob.org/babble/psycho/20040102/msgs/296310.html