Posted by DaisyM on November 15, 2003, at 21:52:05
In reply to Re: Feeling Blue - rambling, posted by karen_kay on November 15, 2003, at 18:05:03
I don't know if I feel intelligent enough to feel done...and my Therapist definately isn't dull. It's me...and I have told him I feel like a broken record. He says he doesn't hear me that way. But, he has to say that.
And yes, Karen, I feel exactly like you. Open up/close down...I don't feel I can really open up here at home because a lot of what I am dealing with is my husband's illness, or the side-effects (his anger) of it all. It is so depressing sometimes. Other times, I don't know exactly why I feel anxious or depressed. Nothing is new or worse. I just am a lot less giving, a lot less tolerant, especially here at home.
A friend gave me a book to read - something about mind over matter. I don't know, it doesn't seem that simple to me. I keep wishing I could handle it all -- it's just not happening. Last week I felt better, this week worse again. I hate these mood swings. And i hate that I can't make myself better. :(
Hopefully I will wake up tomorrow feeling better. Thanks for your wishes and thoughts. Now, wave your magic wand, please!
-D
poster:DaisyM
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