Posted by fallsfall on July 28, 2003, at 10:53:40
In reply to Re: I WANT TO KILL MY MOTHER: LEA N. CHRISTIANSON, posted by manlyhose on July 28, 2003, at 4:07:45
Sounds like you have had a hard life and that you have a lot of rage towards your mother. Mothers are supposed to be wonderful, so it is doubly hard when they are cruel.
It also sounds like this anger is really getting in the way of you living a satisfying life. She may have made your past unbearable, but she doesn't have to ruin your future, too.
There are things that you can do to make your future better than your past. Many of them don't require you to contact your mother, so even if you can't find her your life can get better.
Do you have a therapist? If you do, what does s/he say about this issue? If you don't, then I would strongly suggest that you see someone. You can get a referral from your regular doctor. A therapist will talk to you about what happened in your past and how you can make your future better. They really can help.
Please let us know how it goes for you.
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