Posted by nilla on May 18, 2003, at 20:52:50
In reply to Re: Two Weeks (A Depressive's Poem) » nilla, posted by wordfan on May 13, 2003, at 12:24:07
Thanks for checking the board and responding! I've been away for my sisters graduation and i've been having some major issues as no one made a big deal of my graduation but people have been bending over backwards for her. This really is a catalyst for a huge can of worms of problems I have with my family. I've been an overall emotional mess (from before) and am desperate for some new meds because I think I've plateaued.. anyways... here, some words for thought :)
Mute... I have lost my voice.
it simply left me.. it wasn't my choice.
and somewhere along the way, I lost myself
and my ability to connect with anyone else.
my sound nights are now plagued with terrifying dreams
my reality is so far from how stable it seems.
Insecure, indifferent and horribly unmotivated
Troubled and scared, expired and depreciated.
Void, I feel so empty.
Wordless... and how I so miss me.
Drowning in this confusion....
Desperate for a solution.when will it be my magical hour
to emerge from these lost depths?
poster:nilla
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