Posted by kimm on February 11, 2003, at 12:56:45
In reply to Re: Hello, just dropped in to say HELP!!!!, posted by PanicFreak on February 11, 2003, at 11:20:28
> > > > hey, glad to here so far so good.(good may not be the best way to describe it:) hang in there.
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> > > Not good at all. Alive, and barely able to keep my hands on reality now. Not sure if anything is real anymore. Visual halucinations started, yesterday i think. I just keep telling myself what is happening to me. I feel as if I let go... I would be gone forever. Horrible. Still alive, I think.
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> > Hey, were you able to get a hold of a dr? hope your not home alone. the hospital is still there, no matter how many times you've been there before.
> > if the night gets worse i hope you seek thier help. i know you said you've been there several times before and don't want to face them, but they are there to help YOU. don't let those feelings get in the way. have you been able to sleep? eat? i have never had halucinations before. some other funky things but not that. i almost let go several years ago. it was hard to get back. that i understand. anyway, hope you make it through with help. let me know. my prayers are with you. kimm
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> I'll need them. This relative I am staying with seems like she has wheeled 180 degrees on me. She says there is no withdrawal, that I'm dreaming. She is tring to make me insane!! I can't remember anything now, but being here. I'm sweating horribly and try to avoid seeing her. Maybe she is just a hallucination... I am lost. I need to figure out how to call someone, but who? I don't know what to do!! I'm so scared.
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hi, your relative for one doesn't have the right to tell you what is wrong with you. she obviously doesn't know what to do. i'm in ny and don't know where in ca you are. if you look up www.dmh.cahwnet.gov/faq/hotline.asp
you should get a 24 hour crisis hotline list in the state of ca. maybe there is an office nearby. even if there isn't, you could call and get advice on what would be the best thing for you to do or go. it sounds to me like you are going through terrible withdrawals. hate to hear that you are suffering. give it a try??? kimm
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