Posted by Eddie Sylvano on November 13, 2002, at 11:06:21
In reply to Re: feeling people are crule, posted by Miller on November 11, 2002, at 11:52:39
> Drugs, therapy, discussing, etc. never seem to do the trick. So maybe there really isn't a solution. Why else would we all just "play the games" of good little girls and boys.?
----------------------I think things were easier for me when I was deeply depressed, because it was plainly obvious that I wasn't right. Lately, though, I'm not that polarized. I'm not real happy, either. Just kind of there, and still off. It's worse, though, because people don't see the sadness or the general feeling of discomfort that I have. I smile and have fun sometimes, and when I don't feel like that, I think that people assume I'm just being obsessive or morbid about myself. Smile! Be happy! But I just want to lay down and stare. idk. Maybe I am just morbid, but I used to feel different. I used to enjoy things without effort.
poster:Eddie Sylvano
thread:1513
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