Posted by mashogr8 on August 7, 2002, at 17:23:17
I have a really emotionally draining week. I keep up a great front, besides, in other's minds I have nothing to feel bad about or depressed for. I get called into the therapist's office and within five minutes, I am sinking into the corner of the cushions feeling like I'm four years old and not able to think for myself or be in charge of myself. It's then that I want to squeeze through a corner wall or slip under the baseboard in the corner and never come back. When I try to describe the feelings or why I might have them that four year old mind takes all interspective thought away leaving me powerless to say much of anything. I wind up talking about how I hate that I am getting nothing done or that things aren't worse. Just not better. That it's the depression,then I go home and realize it's happened again.
MA
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